“I can stay here. There is no time. It will look after me.”

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At ‘The Crust’ there is an unrealistic expectation the equivalent of which is trying to force 50 litres into 37 containers that hold only 1 litre each. It is not doable and it creates a lot of mess. The sensible ‘crust earner’ decides rather than create waste s/he will only fill 37 containers and leave the rest. You do begin to hear echoes of taskmasters shouting at people in times past to do the un-doable.

At the personal, worlds are changing, communication is limited, expectations are unrealistic. Externally I am closing down internally something is securing me and placing me in a protective zone. I can sense it though it is something I can’t see with a physical eye. It almost feels like a child inside a womb.

I can stay here. There is no time. It will look after me.

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